t-ing

2010-08-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry, I know you feel inferior when compared to him. But I can't help it, I'll treat you better.

Thanks for the things you've done for me. I really appreciate the things you've done, thank you

2010-06-02T06:52:00.001-07:00

Looking back, i really have alot of people who cares about me

but... i don't know why do i push them away

I guess I'm afraid that I would become vulnerable to them once they know too much about me, about my weaknesses

I was very strong in the past when i don't let people know too much about me

I never cared so much about others they think

I thought one best friend was enough

I thought i would never be like that

I thought...

I thought......

2010-06-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

STOP IT,

ITS SO ANNOYING, I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT........

2010-06-01T05:43:00.001-07:00

I THINK MY GABA LEVELS ARE VERY LOW NOW...........................

FUCK

2010-05-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

Is change really needed?

Some people change for the better, however, some change for the worse

I feel that we've all changed for the worse

We've changed our innocent and naive thinking

now, when we receive a compliment from others

we'll think that they want something from us, or they're just acting

we seldom think that they're serious and said these words genuinely

We become suspicious, we doubt others, we only trust ourselves,

We become independent... really?

2010-05-11T06:44:00.000-07:00

I would rather have eyes that cannot see,

ears that cannot hear,

lips that cannot speak,

than a heart that cannot love

Loving, appreciating and forgiving people may not be easy

but its the first steps towards happiness

2010-05-10T03:47:00.001-07:00

Letting go is all you need to feel happy

the more you hold on to things,

the more tired you feel

We should let nature take its course at times,

no need to rush or panic

things will fall into place eventually

2010-05-04T05:46:00.000-07:00

Nobody can be designed for you,

friends cannot be custom-made

It depends on how you see and appreciate the person for who they are

2010-05-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hypocrisy is in everyone

You always contradict yourself in some circumstances

No matter how strong your stands or principles were

So... Stop making yourself look like a saint when you're just like everyone else

2010-04-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

Stop appearing in front of me, please

2010-04-21T00:25:00.000-07:00

I should start studying, but i have no motivation

why must i always wait till the last min ?

But I really must work hard for my future, it's mine afterall

Jiayou YYT!(:

2010-04-20T00:20:00.000-07:00

I used to have colours, but the ink was too cheapo and they faded off..

now, i am transparent

until someone is willing to paint colours on me again

2010-04-12T02:36:00.000-07:00

Can you return everything to me?

2010-04-08T03:42:00.001-07:00

okay...i'll be waiting for that day to come

which i doubt it will

and i don't think it matters anymore

2010-03-11T21:53:00.000-08:00

I'm the one you look for when you're unhappy,

what about the times when you're happy?

i'm just but a listening ear filled with your unhappiness,

not a person